Where Are You?

Hey everyone, I’m in a very bla mood today. For some reason part of that bla mood is not picking up my camera… I simply can’t disrespect the things I love so much by making them an obligation on myself. I do photography because I love it, and I love capturing things that fascinate me… At the moment, I’m in no mood to be fascinated..

I don’t know what else to say.. I’ve just got a lot on my mind, and nowhere to let it out… Maybe that’s one of the things bugging me too, the fact that I can’t just let it all out…  Or talk to anyone at this point in time. Everyone just seems so out of reach, doing their own thing… Sometimes I feel like I ask for too much.. But you know what? I think it’s because I’m ready to give as much and more in return.

Ugh I hadn’t planned to say all that, I sound totally emo don’t I? But I’m not going to take it away, it is what it is..

This is what always happens, once I start talking, I never stop. But I must.

Thank you for listening though. My blog isn’t just about Project 365, it has become way more than that. It has become somewhat like a not-so-personal journal, where I can share my thoughts.. And for all those who follow and listen to me ranting, you’re more important than you might think, because you just listen. One day, I’d like to know what sort of person I come across as to you guys, and how you would describe me..

Love you all for just being there.

❤

War.

-B.O.L.

P.S. I’m not as gloomy as all this, but everyone has days like these innit?

Tags: disrespect, lot on my mind, personal journal, point in time, Project 365

• February 14, 2012
• Project 365
• 8 Comments